Thursday, June 25, 2009

Gone Too Soon --

This week has been a sad one..

First: Ed McMahan
Second: Farrah Fawhcett
Third: Michael Jackson....

"Gone Too Soon"

Like A Comet
Blazing 'Cross The Evening Sky
Gone Too Soon

Like A Rainbow
Fading In The Twinkling Of An Eye
Gone Too Soon

Shiny And Sparkly
And Splendidly Bright
Here One Day
Gone One Night

Like The Loss Of Sunlight
On A Cloudy Afternoon
Gone Too Soon

Like A Castle
Built Upon A Sandy Beach
Gone Too Soon

Like A Perfect Flower
That Is Just Beyond Your Reach
Gone Too Soon

Born To Amuse, To Inspire, To Delight
Here One Day
Gone One Night

Like A Sunset
Dying With The Rising Of The Moon
Gone Too Soon

Gone Too Soon

Friday, June 19, 2009


Well this week feels like it has been dragging...Since Wednesday I kept thinking it was already Friday.. now that Friday is actually here...whopeee.

My face started peeling from the last weekend's sun...this morning my shoulders are starting to itch (which means they will start to peel next)...Nothing exciting happening, just trying to get through for the weekend.

Yesterday when I got home, Mario came to me and said that he got a good compliment from one of the Coaches at the Summer Camp.. I asked what it was, and he said that Coach told him he was a good athlete and should return to next year's camp and go for Football in HS as well. Mario will be taking his bicycle to NMHS for Summer Camp, since he found out that a friend of his that lives close to us is riding his bike as buddies..awwwwwww....

Nathalie has been trying so hard to win herself some Jonas tickets... This past Sunday on our way to Daniela's for family dinner..the radio station said call now and be caller 20 to get Jonas tickets....she was caller 18!! Boy was she mad...but she is still trying to win herself some tickets...and still no luck...After spending 4-5 days with her dad 2 weeks ago, she came back saying she was not eating meat again, that she is now a vegetarian...makes me wonder if her dumbass aunts (ana / adela) commented to her about her weight again..when growing up, Nathalie was the one they would attack because she was fuller then Sabrina/Veronica/ time her Aunt Ana even commented that she needed to loose weight because her clothes are too expensive...noone told the dumb-bitch to go shopping for Nathalie, oh yea, it was Nathalie's dad that would have everyone else do things for the kids because he was just too busy to them himself....

Well this weekend is Father's Day and Nathalie said that she'll go but will be coming back early Sunday to go to Fabian's baptism and Mario said that he is not going with his dad this weekend..Mario has commented several times that he doesn't not want to go with his dad again...I have a feeling that Mario is really hurt that his dad doesn't do more than just open his mouth and tell lies...Mario tries to hide it by getting attitude .. but I know that it hurts him that his father won't spend time with him or go to his football games (after the 1st football game in 7th grade, that his dad said yes he would be there..and didn't show up)Mario doesn't tell his dad anymore of when he has something going on, whether it's football, basketball, or award ceremonies...Mario commented to me that he won't tell his dad anything again, because he knows that his dad will not show up. I see Mario and Mauricio playing around more and more, whether it's joking around, going to the store together or going somewhere to get something to eat for everyone or just helping one another when needed.

Monday, June 15, 2009


Well, on Friday Mario called me at work wanting to know if he could stay the night with Johnathon (his friend), home by 10am saturday morning....Then Friday night Beli calls wanting to know if we want to go play some Laser Tag... sureee why not.. so Mauricio, Nathalie and myself all go and play 3 rounds of laser about sweating!! We finished around was fun! Mauricio is a cheater, he's not suppose to touch the opponents and he kept pushing me and he even turned and hit his head on the wall.. (eso le pasa por payaso)... he was having a blast...Beli asked if we were going to the river on Saturday.. I said, didn't know cuz Guicho would be working....

Saturday Morning, I called Belinda and asked if they were still planning on going to the river? She said yes.. So Nathalie, Mario and myself (guicho working) all went to tubbing on the Brazos River...3 mile long...from 1:50pm til about 5pm...Sun got to me... that night I kept freezing.. I had sweats and a blanket on, Guicho wasn't home, he was at his cousin's..I went to sleep after talking to him...then I call him to ask him to get me some rice from Taco Cabana.. he brought rice, refried beans, and chicken flautas...and brought me a plate in bed...gave me my meds and my water bottle...I was still freezing and Guicho didn't want to get out of bed to get my socks from the closet so he put his socks on my feet...went back to sleep...the next morning I felt a little bit better.. Beli called to check on me...Mauricio was sleeping and after watching some TV, he woke up and asked if I had already eaten..YES, Mario heated up some more of the chicken flautas w/rice and beans...then Mauricio asked if we were going swimming after going to Daniela's for Family dinner.. So i called Daniela and asked her.. she said we could.... Mauricio stayed in bed all morning til about 12:30pm then says he isn't waiting for eating at Daniela's, and asked if we wanted anything from JIB...I only got 2 tacos..Mario and Mauricio both pigged out...then we go to Daniela's and she's busy packing the food and stuff to head to Joe Pool Lake...

IT WAS FUN!! I loved the waves from the boats and jet skis... on the float... I know the kids had fun..especially Julissa.. and Mauricio had fun too... Can't wait til we go again!! work I weighed myself (as usual)I am down another 2lbs from Thursday of last week!!!

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Dr. Appt...

Well, today I had my monthly Dr. Appt...Dr.said that everything looked good...she asked if I still had enough meds...yes, I still have the sample packages that she provided last month, plus my prescription w/refills I have plenty!!

From exactly one month ago.. I have lost 10-11 lbs. I left the Dr and got all wet from the storms...with the wind blowing so hard, it looked like the rain was coming down sideways!! The wind was blowing against my car, so the door was hard to open with the wind blowing against it, I GOT SOAKED!

I made it to work, and I haven't eaten anything yet...since I needed to be empty of any sugars for my blood work...I have to go back in another month...and of course, Mauricio, Nathalie, and Mario are all at home sleeping late...Mario didn't go to his camp today because of the rain.. all the streets in Mesquite were flooded and they were expecting more rain to fall by this afternoon... I don't mind the rain ... I just don't want to be in it.. I wish I could have stayed at home sleeping... ugh!!

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

No Time....

Well, this is the first week of no school..Nathalie has been over at her dad's since Friday...Mario's been here with me, since he has his football summer camp.

He said his legs are sore...they are running, lifting weights, working out from 8am til 10am or so...but I gave him money to get something to eat/drink afterwards since he has to walk home...but at times his friend will give him a ride.

On my way home from work today, I was listening to a CD that Mauricio had given me...which I haven't heard in awhile...One song on there started (gracias mama) and I just started crying...I started thinking that since my mom's passing, I feel I haven't really had time to mourn her death...I've been so busy and my mind has been so occupied with work things...I don't feel I have actually mourned her death. It seems so ironic that when she was alive, she has lived with Belinda and with Daniela, and not that she has passed, she is at my house...I feel her presence and at times I hear her voice...I don't feel that she has gone, maybe that's why I have yet to actually mourn her me she is still around...but this song got to me today, just out of the blue...

gracias mama - los horoscopos de durango

lyrics: Gracias Mama..

Como planta nací de tus intranas
alimenté de ti, muy cerca de tu alma
me encenaste a ver un mundo de ilusiones
amor, compresión, dichas y emociones

Tú eres para mí un ser muy especial
no hay otro amor igual al que siento por ti
me encenaste a distinguir el bien de la maldar
y a cambio de nada supiste a hacer mama

Gracias Mama por tanto que me has amado
Gracias Mama por lo que tú me has dado
Por siempre adquir cuando yo te llamo
saber disculpar mis faltas y pecados

Gracias Mamas por todos tus desvelos
Gracias Mama por estar a mi lado cuando he sentido miedo
por dame tu confianza y enseñarme con tu fe a tener esperanza

la que me supo criar y darme su carino
también es para mí lo más que yo he quierido
me enseñaste a distinguir el bien de la maldar
y a cambio de nada supiste a hacer mama

Gracias Mama por tanto que me has amado
Gracias Mama por lo que tú me has dado
Por siempre adquir cuando yo te llamo
y saber disculpar mis faltas y pecados

Gracias Mama por todo lo vivido
Gracias Mama por siempre estar conmigo
y encenarme a compartir mis cosas por igual
supistes a serme ver el valor de la amisted

Gracias Mama por tanto que me has amado
Gracias Mama por lo que tú me has dado
Por siempre adquir cuando yo te llamo
y saber disculpar mis faltas y pecados

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

JUNE is here !!

omg! it's already JUNE... almost 1/2 the year gone by!!

Well, the heat is coming upon us... 100° temps are on the way... we need a pool !!
Hopefully we'll be able to spend time at the lakes and water areas....(oh i hope so)...

School is almost out for the kids...Nathalie's last day is on Thursday and Mario is on Friday.. then they go with their dad for the weekend.. then Monday, Mario starts his Football NMHS Summer Power Camp from 8am til 10am... Mon - Thurs... at least it'll give him something to do for the next 6 weeks...I'll be working late tonight , but get to FLEX on Friday and leave early! whoo hoo.. I can handle that!